Delusional life

 I am standing on the balcony , 

Don't know thinking about what , ..

Just wondering how beautiful is this scene, Cheerful Birds are chirping , 

But it's too ardous to be vibrant like them , 

And the shrew me is singing with them , Allowing sunlight to pass across my body , And englinten me , 

The reddish sky is so adorable , 

Me almost lost in this epic scenario , Suddenly , 

Hearing someone's foot steps , 

Grabs my attention , 

Eagerly waiting and praying it must be you , 

And then this scene becomes more exhilarating , 

I am estatic , 

It's like fairy tale , 

My favorite part of day , 

And favorite person bitg comes are together , 

It's just like a fantasy , 

Then you say " What are you doing here baby girl , it's too hot , isn't it ! You may get heat stroke "

 

Ahh when you do this , 

When you care about me , 

I love it , 

How a person could be so serene , 

How merely person voice could be so deep , That I lost , 

Those tiny brown eyes always do something to me , 

Your voice mesmerizes me , 

Your fragrance makes me uncoiconcious , Your smile is killing me , h

Your tiny little dimples are increasing your grace , 

I am so lost in this secene , 

"Where are you baby girl " he asks I came back , 

Relasizing I didn't answer you ,

 I am nervous ,

 Idk what to say , 

I swallowed the gum , 

Control my trembling voice , 

And reply 

"Nothing , just experiencing the beauty of nature , pondering how lucky am I !" 

He grinned back , 

Don't do this ,

 I am losing control over my body ,

 "Let's have some fritters and tea , I hope you will surely like it " he asks 

And I am thinking the answer ,

Don't know why I behave so dumb infront of you , 

Bewildering over my foolishness , 

In the moment , 

Something hits my head so hard , 

My head is spinning around , 

It's a football , 

Where it came from , 

I came into bitter reality of world ,

My happiness turns into gloominess ,

My glistening eyes willed up with tears ,

I am questioning my existence ,

I am devastated ,

Standing on the verge of chaos ,

Why life is so mean to me ,

 There's nethier you nor chances of your coming back , 

It's just scroching sunlight that is irritating me , 

Birds are laughing on my condition , 

In this sweltering weather ,

 I am battered ,

 

I am fed up of living this delusional life .

~weirdo✨