Insomniac

Insomniac

I been writing all my life 
Lately it doesn't feel the same 
am I doing this for u 
or for my damn self ?

I cannot do this 
I cannot do this 
for the money 
Leave 
better off with no one around 
Stay 
I,m bipolar when I love 
I cannot believe
I cannot believe
I will make it 
too focused on the love 
trying too much
you can see right through
i remember writing with tears in my eyes
trying to find comfort outside my mind

No one around to help 
Now I bring myself up
When the world is bringing me down